Officially going for my first NYT training on Monday with Sean and co. Boring shit. I don't feel like going at all. I don't feel like seeing him. GAHH.
Saw him at the school gate on Wednesday. He waved and said hi, I pretended to not know him and at the same time my heart flipped. Literally.
It's not a good thing to have a flipping feeling. it just reminds me of the 7-month age gap we have, or simply 1 year. The gap right there is no joke okay. It kills.
