Monday, August 20, 2012

I've not felt important for so long.

Studying. Cocks up my life.

Not that I have a life to talk about, haha. Back to blogging because I don't feel good. And yup, I can say my intuition is quite accurate today, didn't feel very positive about today ever since I woke up.

I have to stop feeling this way. I have to stop this from happening. Not when I just got over Paul.

Sunday, August 12, 2012

No, I'm not feeling alright.

Now what, I'm your toy?

Nope, I dare not say I still have anything going on with him. Nowadays he only texted me to ask to out to study (with unknown people dafuq), then talk horny -_- like as if I'm his horny entertainer. Like srsly? What's wrong with guys nowadays. But good news is, I think I'm getting over him. Yup, no more heart wrenching moments about him hell no. and I'm glad! ^^

Either I'm underestimating the exam, or I overestimated myself.

Yup, prelims in 11 days, O'levels in 1 1/2 months. And I'm not worried at all. I don't know, which pah to take yet. I'm only 16 and I'm tired of living. Yes, tired of living. Literally. Studying for the sake of studying. Why the heck is the bell curve even that high in the first place. Sheesh.

I don't want to be too near you but I'm missing you.

Yup. Me and Kenneth. Pure friendship yet mistaken by others as a pre-bgr friendship. Da hell? So I'm mistaken by many school mates out there. But who cares, gahhh. I don't know what to to say about him, to be honest. I mean, we're close but we're close a tad too quickly. Nasty rumours about him going around, but I guess I'm gonna give him the benefit of doubt for the time being. National day, 4 days of break for me. Feeling a bit weird not seeing him at all for these 4 days. I'm afraid I'll like him for real (although the possibility of that happening is veryyyyy slim) but anything is possible right? I can feel it growing inside me, no kidding. I have to admit, he's cute and all, but not my type.